An honest and unedited experience from Dr Arani
In mid June 2024 I met a young woman in neurology outpatient clinic for the first time. She attended clinic with her brother's partner and explained immediately that she had difficulties with reading and writing. I reassured her that I would explain things and encouraged her to ask me anything that she did not understand.
I spent a long time taking a thorough note of all the issues that she had currently as well as what had happened in the past. I was very sorry to hear that she had been a victim of domestic violence in the past. I examined her and then explained my thoughts on the diagnosis. She had seen a neurologist in the past but although I concurred with the diagnosis documented previously and explained that diagnosis to her, she perceived that the diagnosis was different and I was changing the diagnosis.
She started shouting and became very aggressive. I had to go out of the room to ask one of the healthcare assistants to help support me and wondered whether I needed to call security because of the verbal abuse. When I returned to the room, she threatened me with the fact that she had recorded the whole consultation on her phone from the beginning (patients in the past have asked permission to record consultations and I have granted this as a lot of patients have difficulties with memory and taking in information).
I have reflected on this consultation a lot. A lot of patients unfortunately have significant stressors at home and social circumstances but thankfully it is extremely unusual for them to take out their frustrations on healthcare staff. Despite trying to keep calm and answering the patient's questions, I felt that the patient was abusive and aggressive.
I consider the purpose of our job to be - to make an accurate diagnosis and then discuss an appropriate management plan with the patient's thoughts and considerations taken into account. We have 30-minute appointment slots for new patients and 15 minutes for follow-ups and with the complexity of cases, this is sometimes inadequate. Despite spending over 30 minutes with this patient, I was not successful in helping her. I always feel sad when I feel I have not helped my patients. When they are aggressive / abusive, it makes me feel a lot worse.
In the past, some patients have taken themselves out of the room when they have been upset and returned when calmer. I understand the difficulties that patients face, having been on the other side of the table with family. However I hope that patients understand that respect and kindness is a two-way street.
With respect to this case, I hope that with time, the patient will understand that I was trying to explain what I felt was the correct diagnosis and appropriate management plan. And will eventually find a healthcare professional that she is able to communicate more easily with and eventually comes to terms with her diagnosis and her symptoms improve.
I will continue to reflect and change practice with each patient encounter.